Faith

We want Alex to grow in a home that is strong in the faith of God.  We want him to know his God and never have to wonder about his relationship with Him.  We want him to be able to know that we, as his parents, have no questions about the relationship of ourselves with God, or with eachother.  We never want him to feel insecure about the strength or destiny of our family.  As a child, I always went to church.  As long as I can remember we attended church every sunday.  I always knew that I loved God and that he was there for me and I did everything through Him.  I never really knew as much as I should have, to this day, about the actual stories and teachings of God, I just know right and wrong.  I know that as long as I try to distinguish between right and wrong, I'll never be perfect, but I'm trying and that's what God wants.  I've always wanted to know more and to have a stronger relationship with Him, I just never knew how.  How do you, as a grown woman, ask for help in learning about Him as far back as the stories I should have known as a child.  I've only been to one church in my adult life that I knew that I was growing in.  There I knew that they were teaching me, and even though it didn't look like a traditional church and the pastor was wearing blue jeans, he knew what he was talking about and for once, I understood!  I didn't look at my watch once during those services, I took it all in and I really felt smarter in His ways when I walked out of that church.  Since then I've tried a few, yes only a few, new churches to try to find that same feeling but I haven't.  I want Alex to be one of the children that, from a very young age, knows what it means to know God's love.  I want him to know that we are a blessed family that knows and loves God, without question. 
I'm not looking for a new faith.  I know exactly what we believe, I just need that perfect congregation and style to celebrate it in.
I want to be able to communicate with my husband better.  I want us to know God in the same way.  I don't want us to ever talk to eachother out of anger and say things that we will regret.  I want us to have others to talk to who can help us learn to communicate as a Christian couple and learn to parent together without friction caused by differences. 
This week we plan to try a new church that we have heard is like the one that I have missed.  I have so much hope that it is all that I experienced at the one I once frequented and we can grow together in God's faith.
I'm not really looking for anything from this post, just wanted to get that out there.  It makes me feel hopeful about our journey in faith together, which hasn't even begun.