MyConfessions

Sometimes I need to vent.  It's kinda all random babble, but it makes me feel better.  So, here goes.... 

I wish I were more worldly 
I want to travel.  I love to see pictures of new and beautiful places.  I see so many that I'd love to experience.  My so-far, tentative list is as follows... and grows daily...
NY (planning this Thanksgiving and can NOT frikin wait!)... I've actually been before but that trip was a bust, went with a boyfriend long long ago and he wasn't the most exciting, adventurous guy.  And, we could both only afford to do so much.  And it was new years so there was basically the standing in the middle of the street in Times Square waiting for a teeny tiny ball to fall from the sky, for like FOUR flippin hours, which is SO Totally Very Much OVER-RateD!!  Then there was a walk around the most un-pretty parts of Central Park, which I know isn't the real Central Park package because Hello, it's beautiful in ALL the movies and of course the movies Do Not Lie, so we did something wrong... Boring...  I need to do it all again, and this time I'll have a Whole week!!!  And we'll be staying in the mountains upstate, so we'll get to see some of both worlds and my mad skills of the art of googling have shown me that the part we'll be staying in is pretty gorgeous too, especially in the fall, which is my most favoritist of all the seasons there are!  Yippeeeeeeyy!! 

Other places I absolutely have to at some point soon in my life see, if only we could afford to not have careers and jobs and had won tons of lottery money would beeee... drumroll please...

The Great Lakes
Maine
Washington (state, not dc, seen plenty of dc to last me the rest of ten lifetimes)... but I'd really love to see the Seattle area
San Diego, maybe even LA
Hawaii

Canada (Niagra Falls would be cool to see)

Australia

Croatia

Italy

and

Greece!!!

I can never seem to figure out how to be bubbly all the time.

I used to be the happy, bubbly, hyper one of the bunch circa my high school days.  I was that way until I had friends that were the boring chill no, boring type that were too cool to ever smile or be in a good mood, or Hyper as they called people like me.  I was a cheerleader, what can ya do.  So, I learned to tone it down.  And now I can't seem to get it back.  Ten years later I would give my left pinky toe to be the hyper always happy bubbly smiley one that brings a smile to everyone's face and never runs out of energy.  I feel like my bubbly little world was deflated a little way back when and can't be regrown.  It's something I miss.  It would make some things in adult life a LOT more fun. 

Materialism is overrated, but I'd love to have like five cars.

I'd need my big SUV that I love!!! 

I'd need every car I've loved before, my Jeep, my Scion.

I'd also need a super-sporty car, such as a Mustang or that really really cool Camaro from Transformers!!

And I'd need a big truck like a Dodge Ram or Titan.

All the same color.  Dark blue, just like they've all been so far.

Please and Thank you.

...But materialism is overrated :o)